5:20 AM, i go sleep now.
me and my friends talking bout drinks and drugs makes me realize how fast we all grew up. remember when we all once slept at 9 for school the next day?
We still managed to keep in touch, regardless of distance. My first asian fambam; love you simon and chaooo <3
lmao love you guys too, talking bout your experience being tipsy for the first time got me cracking up so much, i wanna cry LOL.
me and my friends talking bout drinks and drugs makes me realize how fast we all grew up. remember when we all once slept at 9 for school the next day?
i remember one time i was caught in the act of crying, my sister had caught me. she was confused, she didnt know why i was crying, because the last time she actually saw me crying was back when i was younger, as a kid that cried when things didnt go his way. little did she know, it was because i was thinking of you and i suddenly cant help but to cry. it was because of how much i missed you, that tears rolled down my cheek. that is a moment that i will never forget, as it was both embarassing and memorable.
i miss her, i really do. theres not one night i dont think of her. no matter how much i try to get her off my mind, it doesnt work. drinking, playing games, chilling with friends, they all dont work. i thought i could have made her the happiest girl in the world, but it turns out that i cant. instead, we dont talk anymore, and all i can do is blame myself. now you got new people in your life, i feel replaced. and again, i only have myself to blame. sorry for what my actions have lead to today, but i guess it was what needed to be done. there should be no reason for you to know that i still like you after all this time.
